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Dominic and Peter carry out a secret anti-smuggling mission

When You Were Mine

Dominic and Peter’s secret anti-smuggling mission for the Prince Regent carried them away to Norfolk at the moment when Dominic’s growing attachment to Isobel might have become a marriage. The mission ended with most of the smugglers behind bars, but the men’s return came too late to prevent Isobel’s disappearance. In Dominic’s retrospective account, public duty and private loss meet at a grave: he measures the mission not only by what it accomplished, but by the absence that awaited him at home.

Background and Prior Bond

The mission belonged to a friendship formed amid war. Dominic and Peter had met while fighting the French, on battlefields whose death and destruction made talk of home an escape from the immediate realities around them. Peter often recalled his sister’s exploits; those stories gave Dominic an image of Isobel before he had met her, and made him eager to visit England and know her for himself.

That visit was delayed by the death of Dominic’s uncle and the time required to settle the uncle’s failing estates. When Dominic eventually accepted Peter’s invitation to Willowbrook Hall in Oxfordshire, he found himself increasingly drawn to Isobel. Peter did not openly urge a union, but allowed them time together. After weeks at Willowbrook, Dominic returned to his own estate near Melton Mowbray; over the following months he repeatedly found reasons to visit again. The mission therefore interrupted a relationship already deepening through repeated meetings, rather than cutting short a casual acquaintance.

The Mission and Dominic’s Departure

Dominic ultimately left for Norfolk in response to the Prince Regent’s mission. The surviving account establishes the purpose and destination, but gives no operational details of the work: it does not describe how the men pursued the smugglers, what risks they faced, or how the arrests were achieved. What it does make clear is the mission’s outcome at the point of their return: most of the smugglers had been put behind bars, and Dominic and Peter came back as soon as that had been accomplished.

For Dominic, the consequential choice was not simply to serve, but to leave without first asking Isobel to marry him. Looking back, he believed he should have sought her acceptance before setting out, even if that meant waiting a couple of days and arranging a hurried marriage. He imagined that, had he done so, she could have remained at Havistock Hall under the protection of his staff. This is his painful counterfactual, not an established certainty about what would have happened; its force lies in the way he links an urgent public obligation to the private protection he wishes he had secured.

Return and the Search for Isobel

When Dominic and Peter reached Willowbrook, they found Elspeth distressed and the household staff in disarray. Isobel had already been gone nearly six weeks. Whatever trail might once have led to her had gone cold, so the men had to begin their search again from scratch. Their return after the arrests did not restore the time lost during their absence; instead, it revealed how much had changed while they were away.

The search eventually brought Gosport Hall into the men’s thinking. Peter had forgotten the remote hunting lodge on the outskirts of Northampton, an inherited property that had been passed to Isobel after their father’s death. It had been closed and mothballed, although it had once served as a second home for the siblings; they stopped going there after their mother died, because their father could not bear to return. Dominic suggested that Rupert might have taken Isobel to a house near his own, reasoning that keeping her close to Dominic while she remained unseen would appeal to Rupert’s cruel humour. The later conversation identifies Gosport Hall as the place where Isobel had stayed and from which she found an opportunity to escape. The mission did not itself explain her captivity, but the delayed return placed Dominic and Peter in the difficult position of searching after her trail had faded.

Consequences and Narrative Significance

The mission’s outcome is presented in sharp contrast with its cost in Dominic’s personal life. Most of the smugglers had been arrested, yet Isobel was missing when the men returned. At her grave, Dominic dwells on the alternative he believes he should have chosen: proposing before leaving, then keeping her within the protection of Havistock Hall. His grief turns the interval into a measure of regret, though the narrative does not establish that marriage would certainly have prevented her suffering.

The episode also binds the men’s wartime friendship to their later effort to find Isobel. The same bond first formed amid the French campaigns now accompanies a shared return from the anti-smuggling mission and a search launched in the aftermath of her disappearance. In the plot, the mission marks an absence with consequences: it concludes successfully in the narrow sense that smugglers are imprisoned, while leaving Dominic to confront the loss of the woman he hoped to marry. The contrast makes duty and care difficult to separate from the question that haunts his recollection—not whether the mission mattered, but what his departure cost him and Isobel.